Things I hAte aBoUT U!

Its the way you make me blush and shiver everytime I see u.

The comfort of your hugs.

The way you make me laugh with all your silly jokes.

As much as laughing, sometimes you make me cry.

The way that we're so different but somehow that completes us.

The fact that I can't be mad at u too long...I hate u for this.

As much as I hate you for so many reasons and regardless of countless of time you make me pissed...u never fail to make me fell right into your arm, simply by saying I know my girl can't be mad at me soo long!!! Urghhhhhh!!! My sweetest drug...benci taw..i hate u..i hate u...and i hate u the most cos I love u! There...puas! ;)

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seberapa besar kau yakin padaku
untuk tetap bisa bertahan denganku
menjaga cinta ini

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sedikit tentang hatiku
mengapa ku yang harus selalu mengalah
pantaskah hatiku masih bisa bersamamu


Haizzz....yeah, dedicated for me! moi! I shd learn to give in..and its my biggest challenge! :(

* Cute?? Yeah..i tot soo too!! :)*

Its a love story baby just say yes!



Isn't that the "in" song at the moment?? And so much of a love story I had tonite with my so called romeo who can't wait to chip in once the song starts..we sure sang it beautifully with an incredibly awesome ending...at least that's wat I saw on everyone's face once we end it with a bang! hehheehehee (altho we couldn't care less that the rest don't even know who Taylor Swift is!) Anyhow, walaupun awak menyelit seberapa kali dlm lagu saya...(omg, the sentence doesn't sounds rite?) I love u anyway :) :) :)



Gosh...enuff on the love story (u ppl shd listen to the song)..major thing now...major! SHOULD I CUT MY HAIR??? Erghh...I need some fresh look, more bold..maybe! Looking at my 3 sisters all having their hair cut, kills me..well, at least all of us have dyed our head with different shades of red! Copper red, burgundy, red..u name it! I'm currently eyeing on one of Posh's famous hairstyle...I've always wanted that...maybe this is the time? Wat do u guys think? Cool? Someone give a go and I'll do it..cos I know I will never get someone's approval for this. So, the trick basically is just go for a cut...and taraaaa...hahhaah...or else, I can still hear his screaming voice the last time a friend suggested that I cut my hair...where I dun even have a chance to say a word..not even a nod! Wat do u say people?? Do I hear a YES?? ahaaaa...silence definitely means one! huhhahahahahhaha... :D

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say "Yes.'"


I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in thy head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

:D :D :D

Hospital kills me :(

I can't take it anymore...those nights in the hospital keeping my granny company absolutely killing my guts off! :(

One thing that she's a royalty and definitely act like one...where nothing can satisfy her...and I have to keep myself to that...it's simply like entertaining lil child...one minute she's fine...another, she's not...and requesting this and that...plus she has her own maid to look after her..but hey no..no...she must have her grandchildren or children by her side and not that we can leave her for 1 freaking minute...but hey, that's not my major problem...she's my gramma, i love her...and i'm used to her attitude...and when she's fine she can be really cool!

It's the hospital which kills me the most...i hate being there! Dunno whether this has something to do with the fact that I've never been admitted even once in my 27 freaking years! My sisters, mom...pretty much has experience been in one though...Thus, the fact I'll have to wait for her alone and surrounded by other sick patients...and u have no idea how sick they are...totally crumbles me into fine pieces!

Please...please...how much longer do i have to suffer and can we just bring u home??? I can take care of u even better in our own comfortable bed! God, please make her all good and all the tests to come out fine! Have mercy in me..us! AMIN.

* But hey, wat happened to my chatterbox??? might be deleted or never exist?? who the fuck deleted it offfff???????? pfttttt!!! grrrr!*