:Kekasih tak Dianggap:

aku mentari... tapi tak menghangatkanmu...
aku pelangi... tak memberi warna dihidupmu...
aku sang bulan... tak menerangi malammu..
akulah bintang... yang hilang ditelan kegelapan...
selalu... itu yang kau ucapkan padaku...


sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap...
aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah...
menahan setiap amarah...


aku sang bulan... tak menerangi malammu..
akulah bintang... yang hilang ditelan kegelapan...
sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap...
aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah...
menahan setiap amarah...


sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap...
aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar...
kuyakin kau kan berubah...

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap...
aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah...
menahan setiap amarah...

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap...
aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar...
ku yakin kau kan berubah...

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap...
aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah...
menahan setiap amarah...

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap...
aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar...
ku yakin kau kan berubah...


:: You're so near, yet soooo far!::

Kenapa...

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Heyyyy..it's been a while since I wrote anything..well, the the fact that I have this terrible laptop to start with...loading anything will take ages and despite of all the time I have...aa--aa..i'm not that patient to wait for u!!ooopssss...

Been enjoying my free time, going to bed late, and of course getting up late also! hehehe...well, till my parents say something..i might as well enjoy the free moments.

Going to lunch with the guys in OU once or twice a week...aww...that kinda mend my missing heart!! hehhehe...u guys are just enjoyable!!

Nite time: dinner, karaoke, movie, coffee...all u can think of..i've done it all...and best thing is i dun have to worry abt things like- oww..i got meeting tomorrow or..shit tmrw's an early start! hehehehe...heaven eh?

Bottom line- there's no TGIF for me at the moment cos everyday's feels like wkend to me!! or shd i steal TGIF tagline: Everydays feels like FRIDAY!! hahhaha...go ahead, ENVY me all u want! mwahhhahahahah *evil laugh*

I miss Mr TP already :(

Awwwww..as today is my last day at work I have to also surrender my Thinkpad aka Mr TP to the office...and i'm feeling i'm missing smthing tonite..well, we've been unseparable for almost 2 years and suddenly it was taken away from me..arghhh..not that I don't have any lappy at home, infact a few of them but I still feel Mr TP is way better in soo many ways- performance wise, speed, functions, size, weight, awwwwww..somehow, kinda personalised and adding some personal value to it..sometimes I slept with "him" too..hehhee..that's why I'm gonna miss him soo much tonite...

Dear Mr TP (in only u can hear me)..u've done me good for the past years and feels like ur torn apart from me...till I'm able to totally get over u..I'm gonna miss you so much..take care and have fun with ur new owner :(

Miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sob..sob*

Yeayyyyy!!

Yeayyyy...i simply love my cool new layout!! somehow it feels sooooo me!!! hhehehehe love it, finally managed to install one and gonna have some pretty good sleep tonite..yeayyyy...happie!!

Nitey, signing off dudes and dudettess!! Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

Am I??

Am I happy?

Am I sad?

Am I contented?

Am I satisfied?

Am I upset?

Am I scared?

Am I cool?

Am I bad?

Am I nice?

Most and foremost..Am I who I am??